
One Must Imagine Sisyphus
Happy
- Albert Camus -
(Comments on the political, social and economic issues of the day, from a liberal perspective)
The Splintered Moon
The splintered moon
Leans on our bedroom window
Asking to be let in
Our local fox looks up
Begins to howl
His relatives
Picking up the sound
Make a chorus
Of strangled throats
Raising the hair on our necks
Dark shapes move
On the twisted branches
Of the old tree
Not yet growing new leaves
We huddle together
Under the covers
Pretending we are safe
But the moon, the fox
And the wind say
Otherwise
Monday, 4 May 26
Ice Dancing in the Kitchen
The usual has us moving:
Mixing, washing, baking, frying,
Never bumping at all.
Then it happens, unexpected.
The feel of Spring, a touch of green
Light background music, it’s a waltz
We haven’t heard before,
And just the right rhythm playing.
My right arm goes around her waist,
My left hand takes her left and lifts
Melting together soft
And feeling it we glide forward.
A whirl, a dip, a slight kick, too,
Legs back, legs out, and to the side
Front to front, hip to hip
A perfect match of movement paired.
Kitchen to dining to living
And back to the kitchen, we smile
Not bad for amateurs,
We bow: a well-earned 9.8!
The end of a long day and line:
Judge Schatz was presiding back then
When we each said “I do,”
Knees trembling, what were we doing?
He looked her up and down. Once more.
With a huge smile, the ten minute
Ceremony, not five.
We posed for a self-timed photo.
Wedding dinner with both best friends,
From the neighborhood, Mike and Joan,
Floating back to Hyde Park,
Governess again, and working.
We had to wait some months apart
Until her contract was over,
Until we found the flat,
Until the dancing could begin.
Saturday, 18 Apr 26
Learning to read and write and read
Comic books first, until the age of eight or nine,
Mostly horror, not as boring as Superman.
Batman was better, no super powers needed,
Followed by science fiction, heroes imagined
For a few years, sci fi classics, the golden age.
Then high school and college, reading at least five books
A week outside of class until way past midnight.
A perfect hobby for an extreme introvert,
Being in the world yet not being in the world,
Bouncing around the library, the dusty shelves.
Not sure where to go, just wandering at random,
Choosing books by touch and a paragraph, no more.
Finding the greats without knowing how, all instinct:
Crime and Punishment a jolt of awe on every page,
Reading it a second time right after the first.
The wonder of a good poem, the words glowing.
Took to writing it, not gifted but still trying.
One teacher asked me to do something more normal,
Not in the cards, always the rhythm first and best,
Keeping the rhythm no matter how hard it was.
Poetry about love, poetry about loss,
The fault of all those romances imprinting me:
If I liked her then I had to love her, the rule.
Marriage or nothing was the choice, a strange belief,
One poem, two or three all saying the same thing.
Much later composing real essays of substance:
Policy must be clear, regulations more so,
Persuading the reader, no razzle dazzle please.
Then doing the research, short essays for the blog,
And poetry more flowing than before, more fun.
And the reading, the best of times to find new books:
The discovery, the laughs, the surprise, the strange,
The mysteries, the novels, the worlds to explore.
The warmth of getting lost in a wonderful way,
Basking in various places and times and people.
The pleasure...
Friday, 3 Apr 26
A Reuben
I had a Reuben for breakfast. Half a Reuben, left over from the day before. A trip to New York to see sister Claire over the weekend would have meant waiting until Monday, when it would be stiff and stale. A strange thing, corned beef mixed with sauerkraut, and thousand island dressing, on marbled rye. All griddled together and warm. No thousand island for me, please, just ketchup.
And corned beef, what is that? No corn, and no resemblance to beef. So the corn comes from rock salt clumps, or corns. The beef comes from the pectorals, stringy and tough, which is why it has to be corned, and softened. Four ounces are about 285 calories, plus a lot of salt. Pastrami, on the other hand, is brined, smoked and steamed. Originated in Romania. Four ounces are about 160 calories, plus a lot of salt. Much stronger taste. Not my favorite. But who eats only four ounces?
One could say that these common meats in the New York Jewish community are an acquired taste, but count me among the corned beef crowd. Our community grille seems to serve Reubens every other Thursday lunch. Once a month suits me. The nostalgia factor is high, as are the calories and the salt. So take a chance. You only live once. Just not for breakfast.